it's been ten days.

ok it's gone now. mostly. i can't read him.

my sister is coming up for a weekend visit on friday. we're taking the car out and going partying.

i've taken a ton of photos this month. like, seriously. i think i've taken 300 with prom and parties and shit and shit and shit.

um so this is familiar

you know that feeling when everything is very blurry and then someone grabs you out of the fog and makes you feel all safe? butterflies and all? everything's nice, warm, soft?

wow i missed this. having a crush on a boy. it's been a while. but there's something there, i know it. i just want to be alone with him.

sunday was my mom's 49th birthday. i have pretty old parents.

time is fast. let's make it be moderato.

time goes by far too fast. even when you're not doing anything.

my ears hurt. i keep getting my left earring caught on stuff.

wesley came over yesterday. well, kristen brought him over because he can't make it on his own. he's only like... six months old. so all he does is make sounds and spit up things. gross.

still trying to keep off the coffee. it's very easy when the coffee my parents make is very muchly gross.

wearing capris. i've never had a pair before. i feel funny in them.

mellow gold rocks my world

things are blah. blah, blah, blah. mellow gold-esque. loser-like. everything much akin to soul suckin' jerk-y things.

i got my ears pierced. it's kinda weird feeling. i keep pulling at them because it feels like they're not supposed to be there.

remember that kid who plays guitar that i've been bitching about?

yeah. so he's pretty much taken it upon himself to try and ruin weezer's "island in the sun" for me because he plays it over and over and over and over and TERRIBLY.

i almost hope someone kills him for it. he's just so jumpy and "bluegrass this" and "bluegrass that".

OI WITH THE POODLES ALREADY!

floodwatch 2005 pt. II

i didn't mention that it's supposed to rain until this coming wednesday or thursday. that's like... all the rain for the entire year in a week. fuck, this sucks.

floodwatch 2005

it's been raining (POURING) since wednesday. it's friday. we're in a flood, basically. there's roads that are impassible because there's just so much goddamn water.

i have photos.

vacation wasted

argh. it's saturday. i've spent the entire week doing nothing. now that's a well wasted vacation.